06-The Altar and the Door

Careless

I am reckless

I'm a wrong-way-travelin'-slowly-unraveling shell of a man

Burnt out

I'm so numb now

That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold

cold heart

Lord

this time I'll make it right

here at the altar I lay my life

Your kingdom come but my will was done

my heart is broken as I...

Cry

like so many times before

But my eyes are dry before I leave the floor

oh Lord

I try but this time

Jesus

how can I be sure I will not lose my follow through

Between the altar and the door

Here at the altar

oh my world so black and white

How could I ever falter

What You've shown me to be right

I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard

Just let You be who You are

Lord

who You are in me

Jesus

I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard

Just let You be who You are

Lord

who You are in me

Oh Lord

I